On the same day, I kicked out the guy from my house, my car broke down, I got the End of Service letter with no money in it, and my bank account got blocked. All of these things happen in just 2 hours. Later on, I got the offer for a dream job, at the … Continue reading All or Nothing at all
Author: nikodia
FINALLY!
I started finally doing the LIVE project I was planning to do for last 5 years! I spent hours and hours learning softwares, DAWs, levels, EQs, setting up the mics, looping, sampling... EVERYTHING! And now I finally started... I started exactly putting all these songs I made in last 5 years in one spot - … Continue reading FINALLY!
YOUR SOUL is ready to create!
Please take a look on a new promo of my video which is coming out on my birthday, 16th of April! I spent last 2 weeks working on this little piece! I poured all my energy into it, inspired by these hard times we are all going through! Thanks to people I love and that … Continue reading YOUR SOUL is ready to create!
Lockdown
Do you have a feeling that this lockdown was some kind of a destiny for all of us who got burned out, who were focused on the things not so much important from this angle? That's my feeling. The feeling that I have to reset my life. I was exhausted from work. Was working sometimes … Continue reading Lockdown
Do You Remember the Time when we had enough?
Do you remember the time, a year ago when everything seemed so different, when everything was falling apart, when everything had no sense, the time when I thought about jumping off my window. I rather not. But I have to... I want to congratulate to myself, how brave I was. I'm still here, in my … Continue reading Do You Remember the Time when we had enough?
NO MERCY
This song is very important to me. It was a hard one... I needed to survive something bad to make it. The story in it is a fiction though, but... let's say that I like to live in my fiction world. Now cliche, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger... And better.. Can't wait to … Continue reading NO MERCY
Sounds good!
Sitting on my couch, drinking my last glass of wine for tonight. I sort out the pictures, all the files, imaginary problems and put them in one folder- PAST! It was a nice day today. I heard my voice on the radio and I spend it on a sunshine, in Remraam, with my new co-workers, … Continue reading Sounds good!
150km/h Ducati Ride
First of all, I want to thank YOU.. all of you, who wrote me since I started this blog. It's a very good feeling when you start to be aware that someone understands what you're talking about, that many people have the similar problems and that you're not really going crazy, depressed or, even worse, … Continue reading 150km/h Ducati Ride
Restart
I spent almost 4 days in my bed. Again. I wasn't sick, at least my body wasn't giving any signs of flu or something else, but the fight in my mind made me lazy, bored, unmotivated to go out and do something. Whatever! Anything! These depressed periods in my life were happening very often for … Continue reading Restart
4038 Expectations
It's 3AM... Why I'm waking up AGAIN in this time? Am I a fucking vampire? Should I make a coffee now, or what? Just open your curtains Ivana, at least don't choke in your own smoke of a rolled cigarette you just made. And, btw, smoking is not good. I'm bored of reading all of … Continue reading 4038 Expectations
