Do you have a feeling that this lockdown was some kind of a destiny for all of us who got burned out, who were focused on the things not so much important from this angle? That's my feeling. The feeling that I have to reset my life. I was exhausted from work. Was working sometimes … Continue reading Lockdown
Do you remember the time, a year ago when everything seemed so different, when everything was falling apart, when everything had no sense, the time when I thought about jumping off my window. I rather not. But I have to... I want to congratulate to myself, how brave I was. I'm still here, in my … Continue reading Do You Remember the Time when we had enough?
This song is very important to me. It was a hard one... I needed to survive something bad to make it. The story in it is a fiction though, but... let's say that I like to live in my fiction world. Now cliche, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger... And better.. Can't wait to … Continue reading NO MERCY
Sitting on my couch, drinking my last glass of wine for tonight. I sort out the pictures, all the files, imaginary problems and put them in one folder- PAST! It was a nice day today. I heard my voice on the radio and I spend it on a sunshine, in Remraam, with my new co-workers, … Continue reading Sounds good!
First of all, I want to thank YOU.. all of you, who wrote me since I started this blog. It's a very good feeling when you start to be aware that someone understands what you're talking about, that many people have the similar problems and that you're not really going crazy, depressed or, even worse, … Continue reading 150km/h Ducati Ride
I spent almost 4 days in my bed. Again. I wasn't sick, at least my body wasn't giving any signs of flu or something else, but the fight in my mind made me lazy, bored, unmotivated to go out and do something. Whatever! Anything! These depressed periods in my life were happening very often for … Continue reading Restart
It's 3AM... Why I'm waking up AGAIN in this time? Am I a fucking vampire? Should I make a coffee now, or what? Just open your curtains Ivana, at least don't choke in your own smoke of a rolled cigarette you just made. And, btw, smoking is not good. I'm bored of reading all of … Continue reading 4038 Expectations
I like to spend hours with you. You can bring that kind of a breeze in those days full of heat. I know how hard was for you last few months but you made it. Yeah, you had some failures, everybody goes through them, it's not the end of the world, right? Just don't forget … Continue reading Alive&Kickin’
You don't have to survive break up - Break up will help you to survive. I promised myself before I started this blog that I will never talk about my personal life, and that I will never uncover the source of my musical inspiration. All the songs I wrote are truth. My whole life is … Continue reading Lesson learned
You didn't hear from me for a long time, I know. My life was a mess a bit those weeks and I had some things to finish. I don't want to declare myself as a crazy artist but my actions are proving that with every step I make. I visited Belgrade last week. One of … Continue reading “Who are you talking to?”